|We all lose one another,
||[Apr. 11th, 2011|10:52 pm]
And silver coins for ghosts to gamble with|
Marigolds and candles
This is birth and this is death
All in the same breath
We all lose one another along the way
Thinking about it, I still get mad, i get affected by it. I am human after all. March have indeed me shown me the brevity of friendships. I'm thankful for all my long time friends who got me Chloe, it really brought my family closer together. I'm thankful for the years of friendship. I sat at the poolside with Jiawei and Darrell talking into the wee hours of the night. J and I knew each other since we were 10. His obnoxious self made me cry back then and now it was all about Marlboro and party and sex. So much have changed since but nevertheless, the depth of our conversations was still enriching and it only gets better. Earlier tonight, I thought about a recent situation. i still got pretty mad about it, like how on earth one person can be a total obnoxious two face spiteful jack-ass. Even, if it's not about me anymore, then do it for the girl you like if she treasures her friendship with me. Yes I'm pissed because he acts as if the whole world owes him a living and never did a single thing wrong, even for breaking up a friendship, without regarding the fact before he came into our lives, she breathed a word that i was her best friend. Then i realised how wrong am i for getting pissed off and affected by it that i lost a single friendship when i have so many others around me. I think it was because i was already hurt by other life circumstances and just realised i was played a fool just took a stab to my pride. It just isn't worth fretting over it anymore. Sometimes, life is just too short to dwell over the tough things in life.
#& we'll all float on okay, and we'll all float on anyway.